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Fanmix by kaizoku. Fanmixer notes: Thanks to starletfallen for the awesome fanmix beta. And thank you to the author for providing this incredible story for me to fanmix!


Zip file: Megaupload, 103.7MB (does not include bonus songs)


1. Too Little Too Late - Metric

You can burn your paper fingers in the ashtray
Place your swollen lips on mine
You can shave your heavy head in my carpeted hallway
Sure for the first time you're wearing the right clothes

2. Fucking Boyfriend - The Bird And The Bee

When you laid down with me, you took the other side.
When you laid down with me, you never slept that night

Are you working up to something? But you give me almost nothing.
Keep me helpless up to something on my knees.

3. It Had To Be You - Motion City Soundtrack

Let's get wrecked on pop tarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA
Let's win big with every spin but hurry, I can't wait

4. Secret Valentine - We The Kings

Soft kiss and wine
What a pretty friend of mine
We're finally intertwined
Nervous and shy for the moment
We will come alive tonight
Secret valentine

5. I Don't Sleep Well - Hello Saferide

And suddenly, I don't feel fat anymore
I don't count my blackheads as a hobby
I don't count the marks on the wall
And I don't sleep well at all

There is someone else right beside me
He kept every secret I told
He giggled his way straight to fall
And I don't sleep well at all

6. Here Is Gone - Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got something
But it's all then it's nothing to me
I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions to me

7. Music When the Lights Go Out - The Libertines

All the memories of the pubs and the clubs
And the drugs and the tubs we shared together
Will stay with me forever
But all the highs and the lows and the to's and the fro's
They left me dizzy
Oh, won't you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music

8. Love Is Not A Competition (But I'm Winning) - Kaiser Chiefs (Nelson Grover remix)

Love's not a competition, but I'm winning
I'm not sure what's truly altruistic anymore
When every good thing that I do is listed and you're keeping score

9. I Turn My Camera On - Spoon

It hit me like a tom
You hit me like a tom
On on and on

10. Hands Open - Snow Patrol

Why would I sabotage
The best thing that I have
Well, it makes it easier to know
Exactly what I want

11. What Would Happen - Meredith Brooks

Forbidden fruit
Ring on my finger
You're such a moral, moral man
You throw it away, no question
Will I pretend I'm innocent

12. Portions For Foxes - Rilo Kiley

There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
And the touchin' leads to sex
And then there is no mystery left

13. Broken Promise - Placebo (feat. Michael Stipe)

I'll cry about this
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
And I'll find no solace
In your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd
And keep singing

I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
And I'll wait my turn
To terrorize you
Watch you burn

14. Reasons Why - Nickel Creek

We get distracted by the dreams of our own
But nobody's happy while feeling alone
And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall
We lean another ladder against the wrong wall

And climb high to the highest rung
To shake fists at the sky
Others have excuses
I have my reasons why

15. Second Chances - October Fall (ft. Patrick Stump)

I'm sick of second chances
Cigarettes turned to ashes
I'm standing under street signs
To know the places I've been my whole life

I watch the hours pass us
Another one burns to ashes
I'm waiting for your phone call
To come and save me so you can break my fall

16. The Start of Something - Voxtrot

Oh, take me on back, take me on back, and take me back
To the place where I could feel your heart
Is this the end or just the start of
Something really, really beautiful
Wrapped up and disguised as something really, really ugly

17. This Unavoidable Thing Between Us - Evermore

The night is long today, my love for you has changed
The night is long today, a hope has been replaced
All the steps we take, the ones that lead away,

A little too late, a little too soon, a little
To give a little, to take a little, to lose a little
To find a little, to die a little, to live a little

18. The Last Day of Summer - The Cure

It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah, it used to be so easy

But the last day of summer never felt so cold
The last day of summer never felt so old

19. Because I Want You - Placebo

Stumble into you
Is all I ever do
My memory's hazy
And I'm afraid to be alone

Tear us in two
Is all it's gonna do

20. Bedshaped - Keane

Many's the time I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried all together

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped and legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so


Bonus Songs:

21. St. Patrick's Day - John Mayer

22. Faith in Fast Cars - The Format

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It is so awesome to see someone else choose music for my story, I can't even. Thank you SO MUCH, kaizoku! I loved listening to this over and over and imagining it as the soundtrack and feeling out all the ways it connected to the characters. The mix made me smile and flail and pulled at my heart strings. Thank you! ♥ ♥ ♥